Mood: Huh

Listening: SYSTEMS OF TERROR

Still sick, not as sick, but still more goo than man. I’ve almost bought a house, I guess I’m staying in this town a little longer.

Getting out just isn’t working and I’m sick of living like I’m going anywhere anytime soon, I’m not. Time to get comfy!

I don’t make enough to live anywhere I want to live with any quality of life anyway. This town is quiet, the countryside is close at hand, my friends live nearish, life could be worse.

Definitely not trying to convince myself I don’t feel like this is a defeat.