Mood: Anxious

Listening: Abnormal

So, I’m at a little bit of a fork in the road right now. As you may have read in my recent article about my job, I’m probably not staying where I’m at much longer.
I’ve asked for a meeting to discuss my concerns and its in the works but ultimately I don’t think anyone I’m going to get speaking with is going to be able to resolve the issues I’m seeing, and I’m not staying around if they aren’t resolved.

So the question isn’t whether to go, its where to go to.
I have a couple of options:

• I can get a different job, same city, easy enough, dull as hell, I’m going nowhere fast in this place, but my family is near here
• Back to school: OK, seems sensible, to do what though? I have no idea, nothing really appeals to me
• Leave this place and go somewhere else: the most exciting option, but the one that is the hardest and most stressful, currently the one I think I’m doing, but I’m stressing out about it

What to do, what to do. I’m not getting any younger, not getting any less single, less restless, less odd.
The clock’s ticking and I’m doing nothing but sitting here, thinking in circles.
A change is overdue, I should probably just leave this place, whatever I end up doing, it can’t be worse than what I’m doing now.

In other news, I’ve started collecting up disposed vapes to harvest the batteries inside, making a powerbank from them seems easy enough and I’ve wanted an electroincs project for a while now.